How is it possible for your heart to be broken in so many places? Emotionally, spiritually, physically? I feel almost numb. My heart is breaking for those certain people who just cannot learn from their mistakes, I being one of them. We all struggle with different things and it just kills me. Mentally, I feel like a basket case right now, just overwhelmed, I just got home tonight and already I feel like I can’t take anymore. I don’t want to be here. The lord wants me here for some reason. I just wonder way too often. I feel so incredibly broken inside, I want to scream, I want them to understand that this life is more than who we are, it’s what we do, what we say, how we conduct ourselves.
Give me strength Jesus, I need you so badly. Be all that I need. Be my one and only because you are the one and only. Lord, give me peace that I might sleep and give me understanding for the ones that I love.
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